I was playing around with my iPod and got this cool new remote app on it. I was seeing what it could do and was playing with FrontRow on the mac and looking at pictures from the past and videos of you. Sometimes I miss you so much that I forget how happy it makes me to see you, to hear you laugh. I was sat on the sofa watching all the moments from the past with a smile on my face and a tear in my eye, thinking how lucky I am to have you in my life. You mean more to me than you'll probably realize, at least probably not until the cycle starts again and you go through this yourself.